June 17

Chapter 13 pt. 2

The Rule of St. Benedict June 17

The Psalms are able to connect me to a larger world than my personal experience and conscious awareness by giving voice to the human condition as it is manifest both far outside of me and deep within me.

Outside

I do not very often go through my day feeling full of righteous indignation against my enemies, but I am certain that many people in the world do.  When I take up words of self-justified condemnation against "the wicked," then, I am offering this very real human event to God as prayer on behalf of all who harbor such sentiments in their hearts.  I participate in an aspect of the monastic vocation as it has been lived out in the East and West for millennia, that of standing before the Presence on behalf of the whole human family, the good and the bad, and unloading its cosmic baggage.

Inside


On the other hand, since, in fact, I do not consciously experience feelings such as overt hatred of enemies on a regular basis, the Psalms provide a means by which I am able to unload whatever unconscious, repressed feelings have built up within me.  They help to locate the hidden pride and envy and anger within me in order to uproot them from my soul so that they do not grow and bear fruit.  In this capacity, the Psalms give voice to the very personal story we each must learn as a part of our inner transformation.

Br. Chad 2012