Last evening we welcomed Br. Philip McKindley as a novice in the Community of St. Mary of the Annunciation during First Vespers of this, our patron's feast. Join me in prayer for Br. Philip and for our community as we enter this new stage in life together.
Chapter 55 pt. 2
The Rule of St. Benedict April 8 (Ch. 55 pt. 2)
I have had the privilege of walking alongside parents of a child with reactive attachment disorder, and this passage reminds me of many issues they face. Attachment disorders occur when a person does not form the normal attachments to a parent or primary caregiver during early childhood. The result is a human being who believes, on a primal level, that she must fend for herself in a hostile world that does not meet her needs. Children with these disorders can be, in turn, violent, charming, hoarding, indiscriminately affectionate, sneaky, and self-harming among other things.
I don't think it's a stretch to say that the Rule of our Holy Father Benedict is therapy for a soul that has lost its attachment to God. Benedict's instructions can seem harsh until you realize the nature of the illness that needs to be cured. The sort of love that is willing to bear the bruises of a screaming, striking child in a calm, firm, four-limbed embrace while repeating the words, "You are safe; I will not let anyone harm you; I love you," is the kind of love displayed here by our Father Benedict.
I don't think it's a stretch to say that the Rule of our Holy Father Benedict is therapy for a soul that has lost its attachment to God. Benedict's instructions can seem harsh until you realize the nature of the illness that needs to be cured. The sort of love that is willing to bear the bruises of a screaming, striking child in a calm, firm, four-limbed embrace while repeating the words, "You are safe; I will not let anyone harm you; I love you," is the kind of love displayed here by our Father Benedict.
Awakening to those things we keep hidden in our bed and facing, forgiving, and healing the child within who does not trust God is among the most difficult and beautiful work a human being can do. And it is work we do from the midst of God's firm, unyielding love.
Br. Chad 2013
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