Before we are able to obey, we must be able to perceive that which is being asked of us. St. John the Baptist says that Jesus comes as one with a winnowing fork in hand to separate the wheat from the chaff. On a personal level, I have experienced this to mean that Jesus, my Master, comes to separate that which is true from that which is false within me.
Each morning my Master gathers me onto his threshing floor and separates that which has grown by the will of God in the soil of my deep inner life from that which has grown by my own will, desires and agendas. I ask him to burn the chaff "with unquenchable fire." I then ask him to gather the wheat into God's storehouse to be distributed by way of my life for the nourishment of the world.
Obedience for me, as a Benedictine, is to act as a vessel for the truth, the wheat, that Jesus reveals to me through the lens of Holy Scripture, the Rule, and the community. It is to learn the difference within myself between the wheat and the chaff, and to respond, in the pinpoint of the given moment, in accordance with God's will, not mine.
Br. Chad 2012
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